Stumble it!I thought we were finished. Didn’t we establish that I don’t want to make out with her, and therefore she has no reason to continue speaking to me because she obviously doesn’t want to be friends?
I don’t know.
Lucky for me, I was away near West Hollywood at a lesbian friend’s birthday party. No matter how involved I am with the gay community here (which I haven’t been much since last year) I always feel extremely out of place at lesbian gatherings. Gay men love me, which is great, but for some reason, lesbians are put off by me. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m not a lesbian, but still date girls? Even last night at the party, when I came in I saw one girl walk over to the host and start talking about me. What really irked me about it was the fact that I’ve seen this girl on numerous occasions and know many of the same people, but she’s never spoken to me or even acknowledged my presence with a mere head nod.
I get this kind of welcoming from many lesbians.
Maybe it’s just my own awkwardness that causes these types of reactions from people, but I wish I felt more welcomed and less like a black sheep in the gay community. At the very least I wish one of them would come up to me and at least tell me why I’m receiving this type of reaction so that I can understand, make my case, or just accept that I don’t fit. Meh.
With Alotta Love,
zee zee cakes
Tags: gay, lesbian, relationships
